my little girl is 16 months. I absolutely DO want to be a big part of her life. I love that little girl more than myself.
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my little girl is 16 months. I absolutely DO want to be a big part of her life. I love that little girl more than myself.
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playstation.
xbox.
my daughter wants to buy a game system.
its all about the ps2...
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lisa: hey u..I'll call at some point. promise
sixofnine:I dont think she has the legal rights to do any of this but I am the one who moved out and am now couch surfin. So I am not exactly living what ud call a stable life at the moment.
billygoat:as for my parents it will be worse if I dont tell them myself cuz my soon to be exwife cant keep her fu*&%@ mouth shut. Sigh oh well I guess that life. Guess im doomed to be single forever heh heh...that isnt too bad I guess.
SHE wont let me see my daughter unless SHE is there and it is on HER terms. Gonna have to take this to a lawyer i know. I have seen my daughter like 3 or 4 times over the last 2 weeks. That is the least amount of time that I have spent with her ever...
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I now have to inform my parents that I am getting a divorce. Am not really looking forward to it. I already told my sister and suprisingly enough she supports me! That was kinda odd but anyway I know that the reaction from dear ol mom and dad isnt goin to be as pleasant. Worst part is that I am gonna do it by email. I dont think I could handle an actual phone call with them. I know that I shudnt care at all what my parents do or dont think about me but some part of me still wants to believe that somewhere inside that stony wall of dubdom that my parents have built up is a soft spot for me. Of course the other 98 percent of me isnt quite so optimistic. Anybody got any ideas as to how to break it to them? I am out of ideas this first 2 weeks has been the hardest 2 weeks of my life hahahaha. Glad to be away from HER but miss my daughter. Anyway..I am delirious at this point only got about an hour of sleep last nite or shud i say this morning. Anyway there it is...comments, suggestions, a bad joke perhaps?
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just feel like i need to vent.
my wife accused me of seeming not to enjoy being around her.
this was an accurate assessment on her part though i didn't acknowlege that.
yeru...only ONE way out that makes her totally gone...show her the door and plant a nice square boot in her arse and dont see her again til court to get the custody worked out. Being walked on builds up after a while until it decides to make like mount vesuvius and blow its top. Short, Sweet and to the point.
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well, it finally happened...me and my wife decided to go our separate ways.
i left on sunday.
it just wasnt a healthy relationship.
lilacs:thx...I may drop in occaisionally I dunno at this point...
lisa: Ill give ya a buzz soon as I can.
dutchie: I think I'll be ok just not at the moment...and its even cheaper to not say anything to anyone. This wont be the first time I have been totally on my own. Thanx tho fer bein supportive. bye...
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well, it finally happened...me and my wife decided to go our separate ways.
i left on sunday.
it just wasnt a healthy relationship.
well, it finally happened...me and my wife decided to go our separate ways. I left on sunday. It just wasnt a healthy relationship. We are gonna stay "friends" for our daughter's sake but I am currently surfin friends couches..sigh. I think its funny the way HER family has bent over backwards to make sure that she is ok while MY parents cudnt give a rats ass about me cuz of the df thing. Am doing ok...I feel good tho. Better than I have felt in a long time. Not sure why I am postin this up it just kinda feels like this is as close to a "dysfunctional support group" as I am ever gonna get. I may take a leave of absence from this board for a while til I get my head back in order. So til whenever...this is zanex signin off
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welcome! life gets pretty interestin round here...heh heh ;)
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i have decided i need a palm pilot or something like it.
my husband and i run a small plumbing company.
when i leave the house, i forward the phone to my cell.
I dont think I could live without my palm..it is the palm model m125 with the expanision capabilites.
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