Posts by zanex

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Lets get friendly! (pics are welcome)

by SpiceItUp in

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friends

when i meet somebody for the first time i always have a few standard questions i ask them...so how about it.

i would like to know about all you wonderful people that i chat and post with on a daily basis.

this is me (i edited to put the link in by stephanus...thanks a bunch) .

zanex

ok so I got the pix of me up courtsey of the marvelously talented xena..thanx again btw. I figured maybe i shud probably answer them questions..so here goes.

1. fav color? no doubt about it has to be green

2. aries right here

3. hmm poison of choice...ironic question as I suffered a really bad hangover from all that damn jack i was drinkin the other nite...I wud have to say mr daniels...straight or with a little coke..

4. Celeb i would sleep with? hmmmm SURVEY SAYS...that gothic crazy chick from " the craft"

5. Musical inspiration...jonathan davis from korn.

6. Fav movie? hmmmm "event horizon", " the excorcist", " half baked" just to name the top 3.

7. I prefer the ccoolldd...( damn I hate this fresno weather)

8. Biggest fear...hmmmm becoming a dub again...

9. Biggest personality asset....my friends and co workers would say that I am a comic and have a lighthearted feel to me...I honestly dont know what I think but...thats the best way I can answer that one

10. biggest flaw....hmmmm all of the mental damage done to me by the wtbts...all the anger that I got from those fockers...I think thats about everything...

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drunk ramblings

by zanex in

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friends

see now that i have hit that nice threshold of drunk i finally see clearly the scam and the bogus load of crap that i was spoon fed for years and years that did nothing for me but fuck with my head.

lol i probably shudnt be trying to post anything considering the amount of alkehol i have drank at this point.

its so freakin easy to just write off all those fockers when i cant think straight enuff to care.

zanex

kep: (chugs down the last of my mostly jack and coke) ahhh this ones fer you k...sigh..ahhh now if i could only get the damn monitor to stop moving I'd be fine..;)

windchaser: LOL DAMN that last line was funny...:) but I gotta give ya points on that one..I seen some hairy women..lol I am a man...for whatever that word means..lol hmm a certified mixologist eh? ever hear of a duck fart?

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drunk ramblings

by zanex in

jw
friends

see now that i have hit that nice threshold of drunk i finally see clearly the scam and the bogus load of crap that i was spoon fed for years and years that did nothing for me but fuck with my head.

lol i probably shudnt be trying to post anything considering the amount of alkehol i have drank at this point.

its so freakin easy to just write off all those fockers when i cant think straight enuff to care.

zanex

see now that I have hit that nice threshold of drunk I finally see clearly the scam and the bogus load of CRAP that I was spoon fed for years and years that did nothing for me but fuck with my head. LOL I probably shudnt be trying to post anything considering the amount of alkehol I have drank at this point. Its so freakin easy to just write off all those fockers when I cant think straight enuff to care. JW'S HAH what a freakin joke...GOD HAH another of them freakin jokes that I seem to get mixed up with. All my mental wiring has been in preparation for this one drunked up moment...I know what I will do...ltrs...dont really have any point in posting this just needed to get it off of my head...HiCup! Yummmm i like good ol mr daniels...

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To My Mother

by MrMoe in

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friends

at about 6:30 this evening my mother passed away.. .

the best mother and the best wife anybody could ever be blessed with.

she was not only my mother, she was my friend.

zanex

my mom IS a DEVOUT follower of the wt scam society and I havent had ANY type of bond with her since i got df'd. It wud be a nice thot tho to think that she does cry for me sometimes...I doubt it but it is a nice thought. Made me smile for a sec or two...again I feel for your loss...

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To My Mother

by MrMoe in

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friends

at about 6:30 this evening my mother passed away.. .

the best mother and the best wife anybody could ever be blessed with.

she was not only my mother, she was my friend.

zanex

I am truly sorry for your loss...I hope that I feel as bad when my own mother passes...i kind of doubt I will tho. Whatever its worth...my condolences...if there is any small thing i can do just mention it...

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HOLY CRAP JWS at my door!!!!!

by LDH in

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friends

ok, they caught me off guard.

two young men.

they said, "hello we're bible students in the neighborhood with the latest issues of the watchtower and awake.".

zanex

rip em to shreds lis...send whatever u dont tear up to me...tell em that u know of a "poor lost soul in need of saving" then send em to me...I know just what to do....(sinister chuckle)

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mom,dad,exwife

by zanex in

so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

zanex

SPAZ: ya consistently seem to make me grin...thanx for just bein u.

As for me not letting the anger eat me up....well thats another story. I am almost at a point where it is almost easier to just wallow in the anger than to try and make peace with the thought of my parents. Hmmmm lettin the anger go in a non-destructive way? Maybe non-destructive to all around me but very destructive to me. Yah yer probably right I probably feel more pain about my mother not wanting me to be around than anger but I dont do well with emotional pain. Anger is easier.

My only fear in taking some action in informing my parents is that i will get slammed again. I dont think I could handle that at this point. Another rejection from my parents wud REALLY send me over the edge.

I think that the only thing that is keeping me even close to some semblance of sanity is my little spud. That baby girl is the only thing I really have that is unconditional love.

I dont know what else to say. U aint too far from the mark spaz...

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Greetings from Newbie

by c5 in

my name is cari.

i am fairly new here.

here is my story.. i was "raised in the truth".

zanex

welcome to the dark side of the force...

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mom,dad,exwife

by zanex in

so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

zanex

I am a relatively new parent myself and this just hurts me what my parents are doing to me...all the old anger that I spent all that time learning to control has just been released again all cuz of that MUTHAF@#$!& religion...jacked me again...grrrr...now all i need is a high powered rifle with a nightime scope and some sticks of tnt...ahhh that feels better...;)

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mom,dad,exwife

by zanex in

so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

zanex

I have shut them out before and become a cold heartless person but I dont want to become that person again...I am used to bein alone...who needs parents anyway..