hey lis! are ya REALLY gonna go? I would consider making a cameo appearance at a random kingDUMB hall! LOL...first time in a kh since my grand exiting it would be...
Posts by zanex
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132003 Memorial date?
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if anyone knows the date of the 2003 memorial, could they please post it?
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2003 Memorial date?
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if anyone knows the date of the 2003 memorial, could they please post it?
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zanex
ahhh once again the memorial falls within the same freakin week as my birthday..I had the distinct misfortune of actually SHARING a birthday with that "religious obervance" LOL dang those words crack me up...I have a shirt just for such an occasion it says.."gods busy...can I help you?" heh heh...
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Christmas Feeling
by zanex ini didnt get a chance to post this closer to christmas for my own reasons but i wanted to say something about the christmas with my daughter...she will be 2 on feb 1st so this christmas was the first one that she actively took an interest in and the reaction on her face and her body was incredible...i think for one of the first times ever i felt christmas...i really dont know how to explain but i am sure that ones here will be able to relate.
her little face just smacked of curiosity when she saw the presents then her face just beamed when she opened them one by one.
it warmed hy heart...i have been so cold and frosty for so so long and it just felt so good.
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zanex
yah..next year I am thinkin bout doin a tree at home too...what a sacreligious idea...LOL
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Christmas Feeling
by zanex ini didnt get a chance to post this closer to christmas for my own reasons but i wanted to say something about the christmas with my daughter...she will be 2 on feb 1st so this christmas was the first one that she actively took an interest in and the reaction on her face and her body was incredible...i think for one of the first times ever i felt christmas...i really dont know how to explain but i am sure that ones here will be able to relate.
her little face just smacked of curiosity when she saw the presents then her face just beamed when she opened them one by one.
it warmed hy heart...i have been so cold and frosty for so so long and it just felt so good.
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zanex
I didnt get a chance to post this closer to christmas for my own reasons but I wanted to say something about the christmas with my daughter...she will be 2 on feb 1st so this christmas was the first one that she actively took an interest in and the reaction on her face and her body was incredible...I think for one of the first times ever I FELT christmas...I really dont know how to explain but I am sure that ones here will be able to relate. Her little face just smacked of curiosity when she saw the presents then her face just BEAMED when she opened them one by one. It warmed hy heart...I have been so cold and frosty for so so long and it just felt so GOOD. I was happy for her but in a small way I was envious...something so basic that even a child can comprehend I have a difficulty with...sigh...damn jw's...at any rate...it was a first for me...I think I felt some small spark of christmas without feeling the urge to rebut it...
a spark was lit
a light unknown before
a childs innocence and clarity revealed
a feeeling I had never known
my daughter..my little girl...
I learned inside of her eyes
learned looking through her soul
her gift to me...
a gift priceless to me
yet something small to her
I understood.
if only for a moment or two...
some part of that remains still
it warms me every time I wake
I rocks me when I struggle to sleep
such a small thing it was
her smile, her eyes the way they twinkled with glee
I felt no longer a jw..I felt free...
Thank you my daughter...daddy luvs u...
this is my first christmas that I think I understood and FELT...I wanted to post it..what a way to start off the new year!!!!
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HELP!!! I need a name
by bluesapphire inwe can't agree on a name for our soon to be born baby boy.. i love the name tristen.
he hates it.. he wants a basic name like bobby, tony, etc.. is there a name that sounds like tristen but isn't?.
give me some ideas if you can.
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zanex
before my DAUGHTER was born I bounced around some boy names...dante struck out at me the most...had a girl tho...named her justine...LOVE havin a baby girl! Proud DADDY GRIN :)
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Is There ANYTHING That Would Make You Go Back?
by SpannerintheWorks incould the wbts change anything about it's beliefs that would entice you back to the religion?.
or are you firmly against the wbts no matter what?.
even if it changed it's rules on shunning, blood, "worldly things" ?.
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zanex
I would sooner tie my tounge to an exhaust pipe and let a car drag me naked 12 miles down a bumpy, gravelly, road...in short HELL NO.
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OK, What did Y'all get?
by CC Ryder inwhat was under your tree this morning?.
it's snowing here in tn.
which is what i wanted!!!.
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zanex
with a streak of pure luck I was given...a palm m130 pda, the keyboard to match it, a digital camera with like 4 picture cards. I was also given an INCREDIBLE leather bag...I have been having a hrd time not calling it a "briefcase" lol...the wonderful girlfriend got me the bag..thanx garfield. I think one of the best presents was the pix from my daughter...CHRISTMAS PIX! I got a warm fuzzy feeling from that.
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To all who read the board, a special wish
by ozziepost into fellow posters, friends and lurkers,
with thankful hearts.
we lift a prayer.
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zanex
and a merry christmas to you both as well! It feels sorta good sayin that..the words still dont exactly fit in my mouth quite yet but i'm workin on it. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
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moral dilemna
by zanex ini have been df'd for a good long time and have gone/going through the different stages of the healing process but i dont think that i am anywhere to giving up all of my deep-seated anger and hostility that i continue to have.
i have gotten attatched to it, ironically enough.
my moral and maybe somewhat ethical delimmna is: i am in a service provider position and i provide translation services for members of a specific community of interest...problem is that a certain person has come into my focus of the world...an elder.......a great many bones in my body want to manipulate and maneuver his life into the palm of my hand....then crush him.
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zanex
lisa: soundz good to me...get in touch...:)
jgnat: I was impressed with myself! I didnt think that I would be able to do it...sigh. I wish I could have told him what I was REALLY thinking tho...
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moral dilemna
by zanex ini have been df'd for a good long time and have gone/going through the different stages of the healing process but i dont think that i am anywhere to giving up all of my deep-seated anger and hostility that i continue to have.
i have gotten attatched to it, ironically enough.
my moral and maybe somewhat ethical delimmna is: i am in a service provider position and i provide translation services for members of a specific community of interest...problem is that a certain person has come into my focus of the world...an elder.......a great many bones in my body want to manipulate and maneuver his life into the palm of my hand....then crush him.
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zanex
ok...hmmm well...I think that it is ok. The only real problem is that this elder happens to know my dad. Sigh..nothin good seems ot come out of these random witness contacts...I got through it tho...the damn thing is that he actually asked me if I would be willing to come back and interpret for him more later....he tried to askl if i would be interested in a bible study...I almost laughed. Maybe the term "falling out of my chair" would be a better pphrase to use. I talked to my boss and I have been taken off of that particular individual unless he specifically requests me. I am doin ok tho i think. Once I started looking at him as a plain less than average human the power of the word "elder" kind of became a joke...it was rather odd actually but it worked.