Waiting, yeah, i remember reading something like that awhile back.Dont know where?
Evil and suffering & the existence of God is a big problem, i cant rationalize it totally.I just look at it like this....I saw a 13yr kid get hit by a semi 4 months ago...The thought that his life was meaningless crept into my head for a second and would why God let it happen, maybe God doesn't exist.I couldn't hold the thought for long, it was too much.I couldn't acknowledge that his life was that meaningless.
My aunty died of cancer 2 years ago, she was yellow and almost gangrous last time i went to hospital, and again the thought that her life was that meaningless was too much.I had to beleive in something better....she did in the end, saw a bright light, probably just hallucinating like in the film with J.Travolta where he has psychic powers, but dont tell that to my father or his brothers that, they had to believe something better to!
People like to label belief in God a weakness, which is bull.It can be a real strength, just because it may be so absurd logically doesn't make it a weakness of character....though some Ego driven athiests like to think it does, some are just so rapped up in their intellectual power, the belief in God is for the mentally retarded to them.Their God is "logic"
I doubt my aunty, if she was "resuscitated" as put in that story, would take away one bit of her suffering...i've heard a few cancer patients who recover say the same thing, and that they learnt a lot about themselves during that peroid.Whether God exists or not, i dont know and dont care....God, most probably is just a way of rationalizing suffering, to give meaning to life...i think thats fine and great and not a weakness at all.Sometimes its good to delude yourself, cultivate irrational thoughts...believe in fairytales!
I like thinking of things in these terms:
WHat does not kill me makes me stronger!
Its not so much suffering that is the problem, more so the meaningless of suffering!
Neitzsche(was an atheist BTW)