Dear Jesus, there are so many things I was dead wrong about. For many many years I was dogmatically insistent that the WT was all it claimed to be. I never doubted. I fell for it hook, line and sinker. Not only that, but then I dared to judge everyone I met by those standards. My borgification was complete, and I was truly part of the collective. No wonder I was miserable...
I have, in later years, felt compelled to go around and apologize to all my old friends for all the drama and bullshite I put them through because of my beliefs. I still shudder to think about all I said and did.
I was dead wrong in switching my major in college to please my father. Stupid stupid stupid, now I have a degree I can't use and didn't do very well in anyway. I was dead wrong when I thought that military force could never acheive any good in the world. I was dead wrong when I thought smoking a disfellowshipping offence.
And I'm just listing the things that I've had to make apologies for and that I can remember - there are so many more that its ridiculous.
At least you faced up to it, Terry. That's about all anybody can do.
CZAR