AK - I remember the same lack of interest in the doctrine in the service groups too. It was as if they were trying to just keep going. They had the conclusion already posted in their heads (we must be loyal) and then wiggled the facts around until they got to where they needed to be.
I remember one guy, nice guy, saying, "I was disappointed in 1975, and I am still around." This was by way of being encouragement. Hm.
I bitterly said, "I think I am going to become an apostate." Well, look at me now.... ha!
I was never as innocent about the truth again. In fact, that year was when I started doing theater... and that hastened my eruption from the borg!
But looking back on it, I think most of the older ones already knew that the "end" wasn't coming, and were remaining JW's for reasons that had more to do with socializing, etc. Good if you were in the "in" crowd. But what I can't get, is if you KNOW it's all a lie, why would they ever disfellowship ANYONE over such stupid shite like I got into? I suppose it's the desert island mentality. Either you build a cohesive community out the rubble of the fallen civilization, or you go Lord of the Flies on each other. I think I wandered from my home congregation into one that was falling apart and got caught in the cross fire! Bastids.
CZAR of the "give piggy back his glasses" klass