Wow. Intense. My sympathy.
Wow.... I couldn't handle that. I don't think I could. Hell, I can't even get through the Watchtower study.
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My Brother's Funeral (Part One)
by doodle-v insome of you may remember that last year my 21 year old brother died from leukimia.
the day after i posted about it here .
http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/63039/1.ashx.
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Ex-dubs are nuts
by czarofmischief init was karaoke.
ah, that collision of delusion and talent, that sweet techno produced hallucination of competence, performance, and being noticed... her name was suzie... and she was an ex stripper that was also an ex dub.
we foudn this out.
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Okay. All right. Whew.
I went out to karaoke. I met this girl. She was an ex-stripper. She was drunk, was going to skip work the next day, and was talking enviously of the people who could afford cocaine.
All well and good. Until later in the evening she says, "We weren't meant to live this way..." little alarm bells started going off.
I told her, "I used to be a Jehovah's Witness." She said that she had been too. She was jealous of me for being baptized. Apparently there's some sort of current that uses the language of Isaiah's prophecy of Jewish restoration "gathering the scattered lambs". Anyway, she said, "Jehovah is gathering his lambs together."
Yawn.
So I said, "But it's all lies. All of it. I can prove it to you. Even from the BIBLE."
And she said, "You can try to deny it. I tried to deny it when I was your age (she is about ten years older than me). But you know what you know."
I just looked at her and was like, "Then why are you talking to me? I'm not going back. Not ever. Leave me alone."
and whaddya know? She did.
So she's going back, I guess. What a waste.
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In Defense of Mental Masturbation
by logansrun inevery now and then i see a negative reference to an idea or conversation as "just a bunch of mental masturbation.
" the "spirituality" of quantum phyics, solutions to theodicy, theoretical ways human consciousness might survive death -- all these interesting topics just brushed off by the more empirically minded as fondling our cereberal phallus.
i've been accused of being a mental masturbator (along with just a plain-ol' masturbator) so i think i speak from experience.
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HA!
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Four commit suicide as child porn probe widens
by BLISSISIGNORANCE infour commit suicide as child porn probe widens .
by sharon mathieson .
sunday, 3 october 2004 .
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Wow. I wonder if it was suicide, or suicide by falling down the stairs to the cell...
CZAR of the "kill 'em all" klass...
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They came by today
by czarofmischief inso my wife is standing at the door, waiting for me to finish my morning ablutions so that we can go out, and she asks me to go to the door.
i met a very friendly couple who wanted to talk to me about jehovah.
i informed them that i was raised as a jehovah's witness and that i had been disfellowshipped for about (and i had to think about this) five years now.. and the dude was offended by my existence.
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Thank you. I wish all of you the same success in our battle...
Wow. What a week...
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They came by today
by czarofmischief inso my wife is standing at the door, waiting for me to finish my morning ablutions so that we can go out, and she asks me to go to the door.
i met a very friendly couple who wanted to talk to me about jehovah.
i informed them that i was raised as a jehovah's witness and that i had been disfellowshipped for about (and i had to think about this) five years now.. and the dude was offended by my existence.
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Why aren't you guys working?
by pennycandy in.
as a stay-at-home mom, i can occasionally find a few minutes every few days to play on the computer, but the amount of activity on this forum during us working hours is pretty surprising.
folks from other parts of the world notwithstanding, how are you american members able to post during work hours?.
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czarofmischief
I work shifts at Starbucks - sometimes I only get twenty odd hours a week - so I keep the house clean, walk the dog, etc. The wife works longer hours than I do - and she gets paid more, too. Boy, if I were a chauvanist I'd feel pretty bad about myself... except I AM! Wait! Arrrgghhh...
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Warning To The English..
by Englishman inmega heavy rain is forecast for tomorrow.
i mean, really, really, stupendously heavy rain.
rain of mental proportions.
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LOL.
I'm getting a pic in my head of the Jaws theme being mixed with the Rule Britannia... hahaha..
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Ex-dubs are nuts
by czarofmischief init was karaoke.
ah, that collision of delusion and talent, that sweet techno produced hallucination of competence, performance, and being noticed... her name was suzie... and she was an ex stripper that was also an ex dub.
we foudn this out.
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It was karaoke. Ah, that collision of delusion and talent, that sweet techno produced hallucination of competence, performance, and being noticed... her name was Suzie... and she was an ex stripper that was also an ex dub. We foudn this out. Fate threw us together.
She told me that I "knew what I knew" and that "Jehovah was gatherring all his lamsb together."
I told her it was all lies.
She said, no it wasn't, she had been my age once and that she was now no longer fighting her madness in pursuing the dubs....
eh???
I'm drunk, but I got pissed and walked away. I need this no longer, this delusion of last days and special knowledge and all that bullshit...
help....
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What do you dream about?
by Glenmore ini suppose i shouldn't admit this, but darn it, i will.
for the past 6 years i have been a daily user of a certain illegal herb, the one that blocks your dreams.
in my defence i have chronic pain and it helps.
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czarofmischief
I have had chronic nightmares for years. I don't know why.
Some are very vivid depictions of bizarre, almost ritualized, exercises of power. (My family and I burying people up to their necks in a circle and then kicking their heads like footballs was one I've had twice that I remember).
A recurring one is where I visit a white house carrying a sword and have to kill some witch that lives inside. She is in a different place every time, but the HOUSE IS ALWAYS ALMOST EXACTLY THE SAME LAYOUT. I've had this dream maybe six or seven times.
Others involve the ability to perform telekinesis, throwing objects with my mind, smashing windows, etc.
I have had very few good dreams that I recall - one in particular involved flying and was perfectly sweet. It was like being high on codeine when I woke up.
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