Mrs. Stumpy: "I want it to be the truth so badly, but... NO... I don't believe it is anymore. How can it be?"
We all wanted that, but it isn't.
You have an emotional time ahead of you, but you are both very fortunate in that you have each other. Most of us were not so lucky.
Deciding to live an honest, authentic life is hard, but it's real, and that is exciting.
Welcome to the rest of your life!
Oubliette