Cruzanheart
Just to let you know that I have always enjoyed reading your posts and that of Big Tex's and more recently Jennie.
You have really been put through some horrible stuff, but you sound as if you have a lovely husband and a great network of friends. You are being positive, and your family will also feed off this. Talking is the best therapy. Cuddles are the next best therapy!!
As far as the 'elders' are concerned - so what - what can man do to you? - here one day gone the next. The only thing with this bunch is that the elders think your life is still entwined with the JWs. - hey wake up mr elder - we are not bothered anymore by your silly pettiness and whims which change with the weather.
Oh I wish I could meet up with you and give you a BIG hug, but know that one comes over the web(((((((((())))))))))))).
Keep going, and keep smiling and the world will smile with you, and cry with you, but know that we all care.
Yours friends here in the UK
Mr and Mrs Nightwarrior (Chris and Cath)