Posts by nightwarrior

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A tale of three sisters.........

by Tatiana in

it started in 1956. a girl was born.

with lovely strawberry blonde, curly hair.

dad and mom kissing.

nightwarrior

this is mrs nightwarrior

I have just sat and read all the pieces that you have posted, and I all I can say is that my heart is breaking for you, and you deserve so much happiness.......may you go and do well for yourself and your boys.... life is a struggle, and we hope that sometimes the struggle makes us into better people, well all I know is that I would love to have you for a friend, because all the problems that you have faced, you deserve all the friends you can have, REAL friends, ones that care, and who would hug you and make you feel better, especially on days when that black cloud just wants to engulf you.... my email address is on the profile, I know that we are in the uk, but hey that is the great thing about the web, you can have friends from all over the world, and the responses that I have read are from REAL friends, and how blessed you are to have such wonderful friends, who have all taken time to chat with you - I know some make daft comments, but have you noticed, these are usually from men LOL need I say more...

You are in our thoughts, lots of love and hugs

Mrs Nightwarrior and Him indoors LOL

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I am so depressed

by Sadie5 in

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my hubby and i are closing our business.

2002 was a terrible year.

we've been in business for 10 years and in 2002 we earned only 60% of our average.

nightwarrior

Very sorry to hear of your troubles , no wonder your depressed who wouldnot be ,,just a suggestion why doesnot your husband change his age when applying for a job for instance knocking a couple of years off his actual age,my farther did,when he was alive (worked a treat) given your experiences between you there is allways someone or somewhere that is or are screaming out for your talent,most people in your position have differnt types of insurance policys, did you take any out, and if yes why not claim as in losing your job,redundant,Your still young enough to start over ,

No matter what you will get through your sticky moment in time and a few months down the line you will look back and laugh about this experience,as you will find in life things have a way of changing for the better given time

hope you get through this without blaming each other.

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A tale of three sisters.........

by Tatiana in

it started in 1956. a girl was born.

with lovely strawberry blonde, curly hair.

dad and mom kissing.

nightwarrior

Tatiana,

i know it must have taken alot of courage to voice and show your hurt, on the postings ,from being a chid even to your present day problems,my self and wife salute you,and understand a little concerning some of the problems which you encounterd within your life,we can only scratch at the surface covering of your pain and hurt,christian love to you (,in earnest)i feel that you have touched my inner person ,i feel so emotionaly for you.

May i suggest that you try and contact your farther and sister,or even send him a letter as you have just posted, but slightly different in some aspects,along with some pictures of your children,ime sure that if he knew what had happend to you from the time he was forced to leave you& you other sister then he may wellll place himself in a position to help you,

have you met your 3rd sister socialy,

i allso see that you are comparing your sisters life & happiness ,to your own circumstances , which your mother placed you in yes your mother was to blame for the situation which affected you as a child ,which i feel so sorry for your earlier life,but when you became an adult say from age of 18 in englad allowing you to vote ,sorry to say this but you made choices,which we all have to at times,your mistake was marrying that half wit j.w whom beat you ,its the same old story we see time and time again most sisters need to leave home ,most of them are engaged around 17 years old next thing they are given in marriage as the parents want them of there hands,

You will be strugling now possibly for some time to come,but as you look with envy towards your 3rd sister ,remember that you yourself can change your own circumstances,you have children,dont repeat the cycle which you found yourself in ,become different than your mother as if we give up you may condem your children to the same fate which you found yourself in, you have the strength & friends of this postings to help you and direct you in a loving way as has been shown already,One thing you can start to be proud of is that you are now free to do as you please ,you have the freedom of choice,what is your next decision in your life,what are you going to do NEXT.

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SPIRITUALY & EMOTIONALLY ABUSED

by nightwarrior in

all the posts i have read and digested from the board leave myself feeling perplexed,moved with pity and still wanting something more ,both myself and wife are hungry people as regards the truth,i recall that the ancient cristians used to hide away from the roman army within the catcoombs , they sought safety security & solace ,i feel that this site has given evryone the same provision,as the early christians had, yet some just brouse the experiences within , and move on without contributing therfore most of the commited people here still leave ourselves exposed as we willingly post our experiences on the board ,looking into the heart and soul of your fellow man is indeed a privelage,given the freedom by the person posting,.

there still seems to be something missing within some postings, initialy you want revenge for all the hurt and harm one suffers at the hands of the borg ,then you feel the need to search for truth ,as the internet opens up different ways for the truth to be revealed,which opens up more discussions and thoughts ,to everyone.

my main point in life now is to know that i am not lost, that i dont need man to direct myself to god ,the only thing i need to keep in front of myself is that ,if armageddon does come it doesnot really matter,due to the fact that,i have come to the knowledge of freedom that no matter what i do ime still going to die wether i do much or little,the truth will be revealed either at my death or perhapps later ,you cant buy gods favour,most people want to be saved or be part of the great crowd,me ime happy just living for to/day, what transpires from here who knows, .

nightwarrior

Hi there utopian thunder storm ,

yes i understand the way you are coming over seems like sense & sensitivity,very nice

we,ll look out for you postings

hope your feeling well ,you did say that you were feeling under the weather didnot you ,with a name like that i would have thought that you would be controling the weather and not being under it ( joke

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Some Good News for Me

by Undecided in

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i was sick with a stomach virus a few week ago and when i went to the doctor he did some blood work as part of my physical.

my psa test was bad!

he prescribed cipro in case it may have been an infection of the prostrate which would elevate the psa number.

nightwarrior

keep smiling and be positive..... and I agree with you, you do not need a religion so as to have a relationship with God.....keep talking to him.

Just try and eat well, and rest when you need to..... you need to look after yourself...

anyway thinking of you...

mrs nightwarrior

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The Marmite Wars.

by Englishman in

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are you a lover or a hater?

http://www.ihatemarmite.co.uk/ or http://www.ilovemarmite.com/marmite/default.asp.

englishman

nightwarrior

for want of a better expression 'it's b.....y awful stuff' disgusting, yukkie, all the horrible words that you can think of describes the taste of Marmite

Mrs Nightwarrior

mind you the kids like it

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Assembly in Dudley UK

by Iron Eagle in

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anybody go to the assemblies in dudley ?!?!.

its just around the corner but its the first time i won't be going and i dont feel any guilt about it !!!.

hahahaha!!.

nightwarrior

yep been to Hellaby, by gum I got around....

my family in the north east attends Hellaby - appropriate word......

funny shape, and cold......

mrs nightwarrior

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hayes bridge, surrey assembly hall

by nightwarrior in

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anybody here who went to 'hayes bridge'?

seeing that we are visiting dudley, why not visit the south?.

now this is a nice looking hall in the middle of nowhere!!!!!!

nightwarrior

anybody here who went to 'hayes bridge'?

Seeing that we are visiting Dudley, why not visit the South?

Now this is a nice looking hall in the middle of nowhere!!!!!! former home for naughty boys!!!!

Anyone help on the building, I remember cleaning the bricks on the roadway - oh what a privilege.... well I thought so at the time, but now looking back, oh how sad..........

oh well I hope some of you reply

Mrs nightwarrior

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Assembly in Dudley UK

by Iron Eagle in

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anybody go to the assemblies in dudley ?!?!.

its just around the corner but its the first time i won't be going and i dont feel any guilt about it !!!.

hahahaha!!.

nightwarrior

Mrs Nightwarrior here, I went to a couple of assemblies at Dudley with friends, many moons ago, but I originally went to ones in the North East, and then the last 18 years to the Surrey Assembly Hall, Hayes Bridge, and the next one day assembly is coming up next week I think, and it is lovely to know that I do not have to get ready, and make sandwiches.......oh lovely.......oh well just my little contribution to the postings

Byeeee

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Newbee...having problems

by rebuilding94 in

i guess i am still a newbee here.

i havent posted for a while.

i am having some problems yet agian in my life.

nightwarrior

Hi there

firstly find out from your daughter what does she think is causing the pain in her heart ,is it lack of love from the farther,do you spend enough time with her why send your kid to a shrink as tell her this will only lead to further problems when she gets older ,covering boyfriends marriage etc,

i guess you must be working all the hours under the sun ,meaning not spending enough time with the kids,leaves them open to wonder the streets and get into all sorts of trouble with older people, the strain of life must be heavy upon you all ,why not reconcile with your husband,or have him play a greatwer role in there lifes,if money is the problem sting him for maintenance, maybee giving up one of your jobs, unless your retraining at colleague or something along those lines

sit own and analize your problems,put them into a column starting with the largest then work on that problem first allso slowly analizing where to give the most time,

allso your kids are young enough to make new friends,have you thought of moving ,new town new friends new environment,seems like you have nothing to stay around for ,meaning your old area

.good luck NEWBIE.