Hello, Ive been disfellowshipped for being with my boyfriend who is a witness also, I'm sad and dont know what to do now, so Ive been looking around for answers, and found this site. .
I don't want to go back because the people I thought I loved, the fellow brothers and sisters , didnt seem to care when I was having problems, and I wondered where the "love" was in the organization.
So there is my problem. I dont want to go back yet, but I dont know, because the Watchtower is all I have known. I thought the elders were supposed to shepard their flock, but I feel "skinnned and thrown about"
Daddysgirl