I've been out for 13yrs but its still funny how some things are so ingrained, but no more. I had a full english today complete with the devils offering "black pudding" and how mighty tasty it was.
Posts by moley
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9The final shackle thrown off
by moley in.
i've been out for 13yrs but its still funny how some things are so ingrained, but no more.
i had a full english today complete with the devils offering "black pudding" and how mighty tasty it was..
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What Assembly were you baptized at...
by vilot ini was baptized at the 1976 "sacret secret" dc at inglewood ca there must have been 50,000 people there..
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moley
Cant really rember, CA at Plymouth Pavillions Sept/oct 1992-93. In my old kingdom hall and vivildly remember all the false smiles and congratualtions. Did'nt get baptized cus i felt close to god but because it was expected, not really in but when i look back i remeber i used to beleive this shit. I rember the sunday eve after the assembley, it was the same every assembly, get mind bendingly shit faced with other likeminded lovers of the borg
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December WT - Yet more anti education drivel...
by konceptual99 innew public wt online.... yet more don't get educated drivel.... http://www.jw.org/en/publications/magazines/wp20131201/serve-god-as-career/.
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moley
Just read that article, first time i've read a borg article years. Its so sad what a wasted life that could have been so fullfilling, instead he decided to dedicate his life to peddaling lies.
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your courtship/engagement...
by wafflesandpancakes inhow chaste was it?.
if you engaged in minconducts, how far did you go?.
did anyone find out?
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moley
We fxxxxd like rabbits
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We cant control our urges
by moley inwhen i was about 15 i was made to go on the service with a super dub pioneer sister (you know the type, ugly with no dress sense and a wimp of a husband) and as it was the school holidays it was an all dayer (suit and tie in blazing hot sunshine) and she wanted to go back to her place for lunch, she made me sit in the garden while she ate inside as we could'nt be alone together because we might commit immorality (i would have rather cut it off).
has anyone else come across such stupid thinking within the borg.. p.s.
on the plus i side i got sunstroke in the afternoon, passed out cold.
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moley
When i was about 15 I was made to go on the service with a super dub pioneer sister (You know the type, ugly with no dress sense and a wimp of a husband) and as it was the school holidays it was an all dayer (suit and tie in blazing hot sunshine) and she wanted to go back to her place for lunch, she made me sit in the garden while she ate inside as we could'nt be alone together because we might commit immorality (I would have rather cut it off). Has anyone else come across such stupid thinking within the borg.
P.s. on the plus i side i got sunstroke in the afternoon, passed out cold. No more ministry that holiday
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Is Grandma evil
by moley inbumped into an old acquaintance the other day, one of those who used to cross the road when they see me.
this time he was all smiles and even shook my hand.
to cut a long story short went for a pint and a chat and he apologised for his previous behaviour and he told me he is in the process of fading and this suprised me because he used to be a super pious dub.. he said the thing that made him start to think was when his 4yr old daughter asked him if her grandma was evil and he said of course not, her reply was why is jehovah going to kill her.
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moley
Bumped into an old acquaintance the other day, one of those who used to cross the road when they see me. This time he was all smiles and even shook my hand. To cut a long story short went for a pint and a chat and he apologised for his previous behaviour and he told me he is in the process of fading and this suprised me because he used to be a super pious dub.
He said the thing that made him start to think was when his 4yr old daughter asked him if her grandma was evil and he said of course not, her reply was why is Jehovah going to kill her. That statement opened his eyes and he started to look deeper at TTATT. His wife was pleased as she was only going along for the family. He said he was worried about what might happen when he finally makes the leap but said he'll deal with that when it happens. I trold him to take a look at this sight and read some of the experinces on here.
"Out of the mouths of babies"
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Really enjoyed the CONvention....why?
by punkofnice ini remember when i was a mind cleansed(tm) jw i would listen to the talks when i wasn't napping.. on the long tiring drive home i'd say how i ''enjoyed(tm)'' the sessions and felt ''encouraged(tm)''.. .....and yet i couldn't recall a single ''point(tm)'' made.
i couldn't remember what it was that actually made me feel good.. on one occasion i asked the family what they found ''encouraging(tm)'' or interesting.. tumble weed.
no examples.
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moley
When i was in, a large group of us would go to a waterside pub in Exeter on the sunday after the convention. Was a good time to meet up with friends you only see once or twice a year and i remember the spiritual conversations about some of the talks and especially the dramas. They went along the line of "what was that about", or how deluded those giving experinces were and just alot of plain old ridicule. Alot of it coming from those i thought were stong in the troof. I think thats the only thing i miss about the borg. I often wonder how many of those old friends are still in.
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Crownhill Cong, Plymouth
by moley indrove by my old kingdom hell yesterday to find it is now a taxi office.
anyone know where they have moved to..
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moley
Drove by my old kingdom hell yesterday to find it is now a taxi office. Anyone know where they have moved to.
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Guilt
by moley indoes anyone ever suffer from the teachings of the wbts still.
altough i have been out for over 12 yrs they still sometimes manage to rear their ugly head.
sometimes a news story will make you think sign of the times, and then all those old feelings come flooding back.
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moley
I dont dwell on them and know that its all a load crap. The mind and especially mine can play tricks on you. Being bi-polar doesnt help.
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Guilt
by moley indoes anyone ever suffer from the teachings of the wbts still.
altough i have been out for over 12 yrs they still sometimes manage to rear their ugly head.
sometimes a news story will make you think sign of the times, and then all those old feelings come flooding back.
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moley
You might need a bit of professional counselling.
Been there done that. I think i have put my point across wrong, what i am tryin to say is that you are so ingrained, (im my case from birth) that its hard to shake of the shackles. I dont sit in a dark room quivering, i live and enjoy my life how i want to and enjoy the freedom. Its just that in dark times they can resurface.