Hi
Ive only made one posting before. I had great response from it, some good some strange. I cant understand why you still go on about absolute crap in the postings. Are you all not like me, sorry about what you see before you. Sure that the bible prophecies you see before you, are coming true right now.
I really dont understand what has happened in the world. Firstly Sept 11, then our governments have went mad. Attacking Afghanistan is one thing, Imprialism is another. Im sorry Armerica I feel Bush is mad, or under Satanic control. Im sorry Britain, Blair is a sub. By the way America, you wouldnt believe the TV debates we are having here. Nobody want this. Thats why it so significant. Its as though something is driving Blair to go into line. Bush unfortunately is just mad.
When I was disfellowshipped 6 years ago for homosexulaity I thought my world had ended. I turned back to my old habits, drink, drugs and the rest. As I am being truthful to myself I was content. Never happy. I only ever experienced happimess with Jehovah. Sure I still kid myself, It isnt happening, but Im afraid.
Jehovah has never left my mind. I tried to better myself. Infact am just finishing an Enivirnomental Science degree. I want to try and make the Earth a better place. But with man made governments this can never happen. Im sure we all see that now.
Im shocked. My country is just about to bomb a country using the Queens Mandate. Never used recently. Why is this happening? Is Jehovah putting it into their mind.
Well we will see shortly. I urge anyone who can return to return. God loves mankind. Man is changing the Earth in ways you dont even know about. In 50 years time, you will be hard placed to find a man whom is fertile. It seems that your father has a higher sperm count than you!! (1950 - 75 million, 2000 25 million - and decreasing). This is not only happeing in man, but also in all species.
As a dis_JW, I can see why Jehovah would act now. Its the only way he can save the Earth. I always remember my study conductor - "We are no' the lan'lord, just the tenants."
Love to you all.
Thomas