I'm 17. I was disfellowshipped almost two years ago. I am the youngest of four kids and am the only left at home. I live with my dad who has sort of faded from the JW scene. One of my sisters is disfellowshipped and the other has faded out as well. My brother is a completely devout Jehovah's Witness. I think he might be a ministarial servant. I'm not sure really. I haven't seen or talked to him in over a year. My mom lives an hour away and is completely devout. This religion has practically torn my family apart. My brother has kind of disconnected himself from my family. I heard he might be going to Bethel. I can hardly have a conversation w/my mom without her telling me she knows I will come back to "the truth." But I will never go back. I used to go to the same congregation as some of my cousins. I loved those girls. One of them had two little boys who I completely adored. Her oldest boy used to follow me around wherever I went. He was my little shadow. I wonder if he'll ever remember me. I heard two of my cousins had babies. They hardly acknowledged me the only time I saw them after I was disfellowshipped. How do you go on when blood means nothing? I was raised to think family was forever. What do you do when your family doesn't feel like family anymore?
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How do you glue together a broken home
by Methof15 ini'm 17. i was disfellowshipped almost two years ago.
i am the youngest of four kids and am the only left at home.
i live with my dad who has sort of faded from the jw scene.
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