Hi whyhideit.
Very interesting and lengthy read. One reason I like this board, well...you gave me a good one with simply reading your post.
Differentiating points of views; provocative questions; new information ; humour; linking up with people whom have at least, shared to some degree, and involvement with the WTBTS.
"Why do you come to these board, how long to you plain to stay?"
I would have to say, I come to these boards to link up with people whom have shared similar experiences as Jehovah's Witnesses. Also, anyone who has been questioning the organization and are looking for support: I would like to offer support for those who need it. I also hope to come on here and find some former Jehovah's Witness friends. That would be incredible. I found one, not too long ago. Seperated for almost 22 years, it was wonderful for us to meet face to face.
Looking back 18-19 years ago, I had zero support. I could totally relate to your story: no friends, feeling awkward: 'As we could take ourselves out of the religion, but it was hard to take the religion out of us.' No kidding! How true. That's exactly how I felt way back. With the internet available, it's nice to have that connection to an on-line community that can relate to your own personal experience as Jehovah's Witnesses.
How long do I plan on staying? Not to be dismissive, but I will stay here for as long I like. It has been good for me and I have thoroughly enjoyed, thus far, the interactions I have had.
I don't think your post is offensive nor insulting, it's provocative, honest and brings attention to some of your observations. Some of which, are bang on and quite possibly shared by others on here.
Thanks.