Posts by KariOtt

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I give up

by KariOtt in

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hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult.

they see more of him while he is awake than i do.

when he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer.

ingimar.... I wont make him chose. I'm sure he would chose me. However that would most likely cause resentment on his part resulting in a nasty divorce. He is the only person I don't want to end up hating. A nasty divorce would end up in myself hating him.

pronomono and daniel1555.....I have already expressed my feelings to him many times. He wants to know what my bad dreams are about but I told him that I wont tell him. That he already invaulidates my feelings and I wont let him invaulidate my subconcious.

julia..... Thanks for the link. Skully has already given me several on abusive relationships. I know he is emotionally abusive.

flipper.... I wont leave him again. I have already done so twice in the last 8 months. My vows mean more to me than they do to him. I know this.

everyone else thanks for your support in letting me vent. JWN is the only place I can freely express myself. I am greatful for that.

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I give up

by KariOtt in

jw
friends

hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult.

they see more of him while he is awake than i do.

when he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer.

KariOtt

Thank you all for your comments. I have expressed my feelings to hubby and he always invalidates them. I wish I could work but don't for tax reasons. Even if hubby would let me get a job there are non available. The unemployment rate where I live is almost 20%. I live in a very small town population less than 500. Only a gas station, hardare store and post office. There are everal summer camps but all are closed for the season.The closest so called big city is over 25 miles away. Jobs are snatched up as fast as they are available. When I expressed that he could get a divorce because he isn't spiritually bound to me he told me that wasn't true. I quit asking him to look up several items of concern to me including the spiritually bound item. He keeps saying that all my concerns are unfounded and hasn't got time enough to look them up. Even though I have provided wt issue dates, page #, and paragraph to make it easier for him.

jgnat..... I do plan on looking into online classes. That is a great idea. I also want to take some quilting classes.

bohm.... I have no idea how to use his mac or how to install keylogger. I don't even know what that is.

anoyzmoz....Logic wont work as he shuts me down and or claims that its a self fullfilling profrocie.

ruderedhead....Yes I do belong to a church and enjoy it a lot. Volunteering is another option I hadn't considered.

honesty..... before I got married I was working 2 fulltime jobs 80 hours a week in Vegas.

steve2....I wish it was another woman instead of the borg. It would be easier to take. Really.

ingimar....I wont make him chose. I'm sur

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I give up

by KariOtt in

jw
friends

hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult.

they see more of him while he is awake than i do.

when he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer.

KariOtt

jgnat... I never thought of taking classes online. I'll look into that. Thanks.

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I give up

by KariOtt in

jw
friends

hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult.

they see more of him while he is awake than i do.

when he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer.

KariOtt

Thats easier said than done. I live in a very rural area. The most exciting place is Walmart. I am so alone.

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I give up

by KariOtt in

jw
friends

hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult.

they see more of him while he is awake than i do.

when he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer.

KariOtt

Hubby is now giving 5 days a week to the cult. They see more of him while he is awake than I do. When he is home he is either sleeping or in his office on his computer. Yes I spend a lot of time on my tablet, but when he does come into the bedroom I put my tablet up. I watch a lot of tv to get through the day. I know I will never get him out. I believe very little of what he says anymore. I am now having bad dreams that he wants to know about. Why should I tell him. All he will do is dismiss them along with my feelings, telling me they arn't real. I give up.

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NNew member...1st post

by Oh Gawd in

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new guy here so i thought i would make a brief introduction.. my exposure to the jw's is indirect, as i have never been a member; however my wife of 22 years grew up in a jw household.

her dad is the grand-pooba or whatever level of "elder" you call it for his kh.

her mom, sister, brother, and their spouses all died in the wool witnesses.

KariOtt

Welcome welcone welcone. they are corrupt one wat or another. To me they are all trying to one up each other.to do this they watch you waiting to make a mistake so they can run to the BOE and turn you in. you cant trust youy spouse. childern cant trusttheir parents. congretion members can't anyone because the member who turns another get brewnie points from the elders.everyone lies to everyone elsce. you even lie to yourself.they teaching thats its ok to lie.that theyare to hate those that don't believe.sere outward they will shower you with love. its just an act with them. never believe it.the supreme court doesn't believe any testimoniy that comes from a witness. iths that bad. whats worse they are teaching this to the poor kids in thr kingdummy hall.then theres the was ther protect child molesters. the catholic hasv nothing on the witnesses.those are just a few things wronv.i could write all noghtbut its time for bed for me.i hope to see more from you soon.your in a good forum here.

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I scored big today

by KariOtt in

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i went shopping for more skirts and blouses today.

i found 3 complete outfits for $77.37.

woo hoo..

KariOtt

hortensia....I did have fun and thank you for the up yours comment to yadda yadda2.

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Have you ever had a hallucination? What was it like?

by Nathan Natas in

i have almost never had a visual hallucination and i was wondering what they're like.

how "real" do they seem?

is there any kind of a hint you get that tells you they are not real?

KariOtt

Nathen is always harsh and shows very little compassion. He's not above calling someone names and being flat out mean and rude. I believe he's a bully. Those are my opinions from someome he was very mean with the name calling to me. Just ignore him. the less you read hid posts the better off you will be and the less hurt he can subject to you. This is comming from someond who had Simon intervene on his rampage on one of my posts.

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