dolphman,
Forgive me. I'm only covering all the bases:
Smoked marijuana a lot when younger. Did do LSD once.
Were you on any drugs (pot, LSD) when the experience you refer to occurred? How long had it been since you imbibed in narcotics when the event took place?
Growing up a JW produced a lot of trauma, however I've never been on psychiatric meds. Oh, and my Aunt does have schizophrenia. Oh, and I voted for Bush 4 years ago.
I'll forgive you on the Bush thing.
Do you or have you had any schizophrenic tendencies? Did you make it clear to the psychologist that a family member has schizophrenia? And, did they actually refer you to a yoga instructor, or did you do that on your own?
First, I do hold a day job at Microsoft. I also put myself through college and have been on my own since I was 17. I also directed an independent film. So, I hope this counts as evidence that I do have my shit together to some degree.
To be brutally honest, that doesn't necessarily mean anything. There are millions of JWs who believe in many crazy things and they hold down a job. Some of the members of cult atrocities like Waco and Jonestown were doctors, lawyers and other well-educated, "together" people. That does not mean you didn't experience the kundalini awakening, but it by no means means that you are more credible than anyone else.
Second, it's one thing to spaz out and mutter unintelligible jibberish. It's another when it correlates exactly to old buhddist and hindu tantric mantras and practices. THIS is what I think seperates the crazies from those undergoing a direct spiritual experience.
Had you ever read and/or spoken the mantras before you started to glossalate? It's always possible that you or your girlfriend "tweaked" what you said to fit the mantra, etc. That doesn't mean you're a liar, it's simply human nature to want to "fit" the experience in somehow (especially since you seem to have been very interested in this sort of thing to begin with).
Third, I spent some time after these intial experiences going to a counselor, to try and figure out their origin. I had no intention of having my life screwed up and going crazy. Needless to say I had to weed my way through a lot of New Age BS before stumbling upon the truth.
Again, forgive me, but there are plenty of people reading this who will say that
it is "a lot of New Age BS."
Oh, and if you know anyone, I mean anyone, who could scientifically document any of this, let me know. Lie detectors, brain scans, you name it. I've talked to the University of WA and some other research centers but get no response. They probably think I'm a quack.
That would be the general impression.
Ah, I'm just jesting with you. I'm more open to this sort of thing than I used to be. I just wouldn't discount that there may be other factors involved that are of a more psychological origin. Did you see multiple counselors? What type of psychologist did you see? Did they give you ANY ideas that it might be glitches in the brain? All best, Bradley