When I left the JWs I also left any belief/faith in the Bible. Nevertheless, I've always been captivated by the Judeo-Christian religion and have done a fair amount of study in the historical-critical method of looking at scripture. The Watchtower and Insight book was replaced by the works of Elaine Pagels, Bart Ehrman, John Crossan, etc...
I honestly don't know why I can't just "give it up." Sometimes I feel that there is some core of spiritual truth behind it all. In the studying I've done, Jesus was an apocalyptic preacher who did some form of faith-healing and felt that the Kingdom of God was soon to appear within the nation of Israel with a Son of Man figure ruling as God's appointment. The synoptic gospels, according to this view, are much more reliable than John, which contains almost no words of the historical Jesus. (If someone could refute some of this, please do.)
So, Jesus wanted a perfect government of peace, justice and brotherhood. Isn't it the thought that counts? Can we use his example in trying to bring some of those ideals to fruition on the earth right now, in the tradition of the Christian-socialist Reinhold Niebuhr?
Or is "liberal Christianity" dead in the US?
B.