Little Toe,
Let me start out by saying that I would take your version of Christianity -- or Gamaliel's -- over most all others, especially the JWs, fundy's, militant Babtists and the rest. All the same....I have some criticism.
Much like SP said, I think that the "liberal" Christians focus way too much upon the "nice" parts of the Christian message and virtually totally ignore the elements which are either extremely unlikely or downright malicious. I am referring, of course, to the great bloodshed in the OT as well as the sanguinary second coming of the Lord hoped for by Christians. Some try to "spiritualize" these things to make it less ostensible. For example, I've read liberal commentators interpret hell as eternal seperation from God or the vengeful second coming of Christ as allegorical for the ongoing fight of good versus evil. Very nice. Fanciful. Poetic. Too bad it simply obfuscates matters almost beyond recognition. One would think that a truly loving Father would make things somewhat simpler for his children to understand and not open to a cornecopeia of interpretations.
As my best friend (still a JW) one time asked, "Why does God play games?" My answer -- because it simply isn't God . This thought came to me years ago when I asked myself after a session of Bible study, "Now, if I wanted to relay this information so people could truly understand it, would I say it this way?" I don't think I need to supply you the answer I came up with.
A problem arises with your "mystical" experiences as well. How much are you simply reading into the experience? It should not be surprising to find a scripture about wisdom after praying to God for it and randomly looking in a book which is basically a collection of the wisdom of the Jewish people. The mind is a very powerful, sometimes strange and suggestable thing. What you described reminds me very much of people that do psychic readings or remote viewing. This is a whole different subject, though. I recommend two books on this subject, both written by psychologist Michael Shermer: "Why Do People Believe Weird Things" and "The Borderlands of Science : Where Sense Meets Nonsense." Both are quite illuminating.
All the same, I admire you for being "unorthodox" and do have a respect for the driving force behind your spirituality. I think you are very well intentioned, although I think you are, in the end, gloriously wrong.
Bradley