Thanks to all for all your comments.
I am going to admit that in the past when the society said "jump" I jumped as high as I could.
When the pioneer hours were 100 a month, I always tried to do more. That went for everything else.
I have stopped jumping for them. This tells me that there is hope for those who give 100% to the org.
Many of my generation have stopped jumping for them too. The next generation of JW will not adhere loyally either.
My children are not as gullible as I was. This is because critical thinking is taught in the school from JK and on.
The next generation of critical thinkers will not put up with this cult and will not be as gullible as some of us were.
The next generation of Jw kids may be the society's demise.
wanna