I remember growing up and hearing the UN villified as bringing about Armageddon as the harlot rides the back of the wild beast. I remember it vividly. Pictures. Talks. The UN was filthy, a tool of Satan the Devil, pure evil. When I first read that the Watchtower had joined the UN as an NGO I was certain it had to be a lie, because even though I didn't believe in the religion and hadn't attended a meeting in years I just *knew* that they were basically good but misguided people and there was no way that they could be such hypocrites as that. Doing some research I was shocked to find out it was true. There is no reason, not a library, not a change in the rules, not anything, that would make it less hypocritical in my mind for them to join in any way, shape or form an organization of Satan that was so villified. Not. One. Reason. I hope you don't suspend disbelief to this degree in the other areas of your life or you are going to be taken time and time again, my very gullible friend.
Best,
Jackie