Minimus,
Do you still attend the meetings? I'm sorry I don't know your 'story'. Are you planning on leaving?
Oh, I remember feeling somewhat superior to 'worldly' people. As if they were ignorant to what was really happening in the world. Growing up, I was never allowed to hang out with anyone that wasn't in the "truth". I'm sure that hurt my ability to accept others as friends as an adult. I resent that.
Hugs to all,
Happy2b