while i'm politely sitting during the meeting today, restraining myself from rolling my eyes as the brother drones on about how "having an independent spirit is devilish in nature" and "independence from gods organization only results in pain and strife", i only have one thought going through my mind over and over.
"what would happen if i pulled out a gun and blew my brains out in this kingdom hall?".
would anyone notice or care?
Sitting at the back of the hall watching peoples frowning faces, makes you wonder if they really actually love you.
Conditional love......is not love. Stephanie, dont let the cult get you down. From the back seats you can actually make funny faces, and f&@$# up the speakers train of thought😂😂😂. Take a tablet , and visit us here during meetings.
Mad Puppy
"truth is the most beautiful thing" is a quote from andrea camilleri, author of the montalbano novels among many other writings.. what do you think about that statement ?.
is there anything more beautiful ?
or do other things top it, or come further down the list of beautiful things ?.
I totally digg when people tell me the truth, even if its something thats gonna hurt...ya know?
But lying to me????? Not groovy at all.
Mad Puppy
if getting ready means putting on a suit........ you might be a j.w.. if going out to the field has nothing to do with grass, baseball diamonds, or football ......... you might be a j.w.. please continue my friends.......i know ya got some.....; ).
if getting ready means putting on a suit........ you might be a j.w.. if going out to the field has nothing to do with grass, baseball diamonds, or football ......... you might be a j.w.. please continue my friends.......i know ya got some.....; ).
If you think a lion is standing next to you, and laughing while you watch porn.........
YOU MIGHT BE A J.W...
this is a quick experience i have recently had and i have two questions at the end.. a couple of weeks ago, the dogs were barking at the gate on saturday morning and wouldn't you know it, it was some witnesses.
there was a father with his lovely wife and their young daughter.
the father did all the talking as mother and daughter just dutifully smiled and watched.
in my former indoctrinated state, i used to yearn for a time when all the world would be jws.
but hang on minute, let's just think about what the world would be like if everyone was a jw,.
first of all, no higher education, so no medical advances, no scientific research, no modern day medicine, infectious disease rife, no doctors, no engineers, so no modern day comforts.
I would totally have an arsenal of firepower on hand, cuz we all know....hee hee....dubs cant bare arms☺
Yeah so good luck tryin to stone me.......dont bring rocks to a gun fight😈😈😈
okay, i'm about to engage in a major word vomit.
just giving you fair warning as your time may be better spent somewhere else.. so, i'm sitting on my lunch break, bawling my eyes out, and writing on this forum to people i don't know yet probably have a great deal in common with but at the same time, used to scare the daylights out of me.
for years, i would come across this forum and 'lurk' awhile if you will, or see things on youtube.
Hi Stephanie !!! Not vomit at all....reading your story brought back some memories. My parents were pretty relaxed in the jw world too. I drove a corvette to high school, went to prom with a "worldly " chick....all that great stuff. But the part of your story that hits home is the part of dumb ass not handing you the mic to pass off to someone.
Its happened to me alot.....ive been df'd going on 20 years, and thats a pet peev of mine. Once i snatched it outta the kids hand, and then handed it across😂😂😂, and then gently handed it back. But hang in there steph......life only gets better outside of the dang cult. Live life☺.
Mad Puppy
i don't think you'd recognise me much at all.
i'm a royal mail postman, i love my job for the early starts and midday finish, the outdoors and the exercise.. i get on with people but i'm quite insular and don't enjoy crowds.
i'm happiest when i've fired up the charcoal and i'm making souvlaki or adana kebabs for my family and a few close friends.
Thanks nic, sounds like a comfy man cave you got there.
Me, im a crane opperator on an offshore oil platform, i have many tattoos, ride a huge harley, and push many things to their limits. Considered by many as a mean looking, nice guy teddy bear type 😇.
Love guiness stout , and a good cigar. Not to mention some sugar cane moonshine once in a while.
Have fun in your man \ woman cave ...sounds fun.☺
Mad Puppy
http://www.walesonline.co.uk/news/wales-news/jehovahs-witnesses-ordered-destruction-notes-10848053.
jehovah's witnesses 'ordered destruction' of notes which could have been used during child sexual abuse inquiry.
06:21, 7 feb 2016. by huw silk.
I think there are paedos hiding at the top of the ivory tower.
Thus the reason for destruction of any evidence.
