I'm fixing to read Pt 3, but I will attest to the fact that we are scared to learn the truth.
When I first visited JWFacts, I was scared to look at the Wt CD-ROM for fear that the quotes were truthful. But I had to know the truth. I had to know if apostates were twisting words, or if it was the GB that were twisting words. When I finally verified the quotes, I felt sick to my stomach because the apostates were speaking truth, the GB was not.
I'm still dealing with the mental repurcussions of that fateful day. And I found out that it's taking a toll on my blood pressure.