Yea Terry, 1975 I was there also! You pretty much summed it up very concisely. Stunned! Demoralized! And the hardest part for me was the almost unanimous unwillingness to even talk about what didn't happen.
I served 18 months in Stafford AZ. Got out in late 1969. Pioneered until the first child came along. Appointed as an elder in 1972 at age 23! lol Worked my ass off for the borg to the detriment of my very young family. Skipped university training and good career opportunities because the 1969 Awake mag told us all that; "if you are a young person, you will never grow old in this system". lol
My wife didn't start drinking after the 'big disappointment' but she did leave me in 1977 to 'test drive' other men. Can't really blame her for everything that happened. She was definitely neglected along with my 2 children. I was too busy doing god's work for the borg!
We got back together and even tried to get re-energized in the troof. It worked for many years but the last decade I have been mentally out and now very seldom go to any jw functions. When I do go, it's so my wife of 49 year won't have to go alone. Learning ttatt gave me some sort of life back and I'm enjoying everyday away from the borg.
I love your posts and hope you continue.
just saying!
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