It is a complicated question you are asking and I am assuming you are just asking a question and not accusing, shaming or otherwise conemning, proselytizing or propagandising. But for me getting burned so bad by people who bear his name as christians kind of creates a sort of guilt by association. You dont want anything to do with jws, their momms, their gardeners or their milkman's first crush. Also for me the rediculousness and cartoon-ness of the bible was just getting too hard to speak of without bursting out laughing in people's faces. And im still thay way about the bible. It really is a stupid book. Its no better than a pile of farts. Old two thousand year old farts that have been lingering way too long and stinking up the earth way too much.
But one day in a church a pastor looked at me and said do you need grace? Only from having been told about grace doctrine from my brothrr who also left the jws I had to say yes. So just slmost out of spite I accepted jesus free gift of grace.soon afterward I started having some amazing experiences. Dreams. Revelations visions premonitions speakin intongues. Some of it was during santo daime ceremonies drinking ayuasca. Dmt. And lsd. And to jwfacts I would offer him a free tfial on these wo derful sight giving medicknes. But many of my spiritual encounters were without any sacrament. I came to belive in jesus as a living spirit. I have very little knowledge about anything. I o ly know what I experienced. The bible means notjing to me and neither do words for that matter. I abandoned my belief for direct ecpefience.