Posts by Demokan

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My Open Letter to the WTS

by braincleaned in

today, i was pissed.

so i wrote an official open letter to the borg.

i'm posting it everywhere i can.. .

Demokan

They probably scrapped your letter afterwards.

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WHO IS FROM EDMONTON ALBERTA CANADA

by Demokan in

just want to know.

This new JW video is so stupid that it has to be a troll

by Pacopoolio in

jw
friends

recently, my mother, who had stopped talking to me because i was 'apostate,' started speaking to me again.. (note that i successfully faded as opposed to ever being disfellowshipped due to dodging every elder question with "i'm not sure, i'm still searching and trying to find the answers.").

the reason why?

at the international convention this year, they receieved a new video called something or other.

Demokan

It was so funny what the speaker said. "generally jehivahs witness kids are very attractive/beautiful and that's why worldly people want to lead them astray and get them involved in things" so basically he was implying that jdubs are better looking that worldly peeps which is kinda true most of them have nice profiles/ etc etc. Idk is it just me?, but still the convention was hilarious. And my sister was writing down notes like her life depended on it even though what he was saying could be easily memorized (grade school lvl)

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This new JW video is so stupid that it has to be a troll

by Pacopoolio in

jw
friends

recently, my mother, who had stopped talking to me because i was 'apostate,' started speaking to me again.. (note that i successfully faded as opposed to ever being disfellowshipped due to dodging every elder question with "i'm not sure, i'm still searching and trying to find the answers.").

the reason why?

at the international convention this year, they receieved a new video called something or other.

Demokan

LOL. I'm 15 and I went to the convention with my mom. And it was basically just people fantasizing about what the new order would be like. And itsbbeing encouraged to have regular "sessions" discussing with family and friends about what the new order will be like/ what you want. And that videonwas so boooooring omg, not to mention that chick is a closet-homophobe.

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JW parents are CRAZY

by Demokan in

hello again, for those who don't know me i'm a 15 year old boy.

and recently my mom is displaying symptoms of demensia, she left the stove on today and she yells at us for watching commercials on t.v that are "demonic" because today there was a commercial on television for the new 300 movie and she started yelling at my sister to turn it off, and then i was listening to coldplay as a playlist while doing my school work and she started yelling at me to turn the demonic music off.

she says "demonic" this "demonic" that.

Demokan

Yes, she does need help. She is crazy, and I do admit that the police officer was being sympathetic for that one thing, but keeping me in cuffs wasn't neccesary because the same thing happened previously, and I wasn't cuffed for the last one (he even put my hands behind my back, it was so painful It lasted 1 hour+) s o I hate him too. There really isn't anything I can do about my mom's self-harming, she is just crazy and always has been, period. When she was disfelowshipped she hopped from man to man, and even used all the money for my university to pay her 3 boyfriend's ex-wife's bills, just to keep her quiet. We have all been to countless therapy sessions, and my mom is not getting anything through her head, she is, in my opinion, completely off her rockers. Anyways, things have calmed down here, currently I am just keeping to myself, but it's really hard with an aggrivating mother like her because she keeps acusing me of things that I didn't do. But yeah, as of today I am ok, a little drowsy due to the medication but I read online that the symptoms will reside soon. I took a 4 hour nap today, and I didn't get as much school work done as I wanted to which is the downside of the medication, but I do feel much more calmer internally, so that is a +. Thanks again, will keep you posted.

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JW parents are CRAZY

by Demokan in

hello again, for those who don't know me i'm a 15 year old boy.

and recently my mom is displaying symptoms of demensia, she left the stove on today and she yells at us for watching commercials on t.v that are "demonic" because today there was a commercial on television for the new 300 movie and she started yelling at my sister to turn it off, and then i was listening to coldplay as a playlist while doing my school work and she started yelling at me to turn the demonic music off.

she says "demonic" this "demonic" that.

Demokan

Update:

The day I posted this I got arrested 2 hours later for being mentally unstable and suicidal, I was hand-cuffed and took to the phsyc ward at a hospital and was in hand-cuffs for more than 2 hours. Aftert that the doctor perscribed me medication effective instantenously, I think the first one is quetiapine, and then where was this long omega 3 looking pill that I took but I don't know the name. I'm really drowsy and I don't know how I'm going to get work done, I'm really sleepy. And no DESPITE EVERYTHING MY MOTHER DIDN'T get put in jail, that is so UNFAIR. And thanks for the suggestions of emancipation but it is a big no-no, in my prevoius threads I mentioned I have BDD and I don't leave the house, and if I did I'd probably go crazy like I did when the police officers came to visit me. I've already been to 6 counsellors/therapists and 2 group therapies and they are nothing but shitheads who think they are so superior because they got Post-secondary education, I hate them all. Also the therapists told my mom that I said that "Jehovahs witnesses are fanatics" and now my whole family thinks I'm an apostate, they also put me on suicide watch (which was terrible) and everyone was complaining "O I can't go out in service now because of you" and "I think you may have to move into a group home because I can't keep watching you" but yesterday the police officer said to me "group homes are the worst place you can be, the food sucks, the entertainment sucks, lights out at 8 pm no question... etc" I already have lost enough control, and I don't want to deal with that right now. After I came back from the phsyc ward, luckily they didn't commit me to stay there even after I've been their twice. What's really weird though is as soon as I got back my whole families atttitude toward me changed, they stopped talking about me missing my meetings, and they kept saying "O, the splint will make your face go back to it's original position" < (I developed BDD because grinding/Clenching made my masseter muscles enlarged, and displaced my articular discs) and encouraging things like that. Yeah, that's basically what happened and now I have to start my home-schooling and get my work done. Sayonara, thanks for taking the time to read my thread- I'm sorry I missed some of you're suggestions in this reply but I will definately try to get back here soon. It's amazing how you guys are so active even though you have busy lives (Anyways TATA for now) :D

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Life for me as a jw (not really) teenager

by DuvanMuvan in

hey i joined this thread recently and thought this was a good way to introduce myself.

i am 15, still going to school and i live in the uk.

a good chunk of my mum's side of the family are jws.

Demokan

Duvanmuvan, your braver than me I'm 15 and I haven't even gotten the courage to cancel a talk without coming on this site to ask people for advice on how to do it~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Life for me as a jw (not really) teenager

by DuvanMuvan in

hey i joined this thread recently and thought this was a good way to introduce myself.

i am 15, still going to school and i live in the uk.

a good chunk of my mum's side of the family are jws.

Demokan

Duvanmuvan, your braver than me I'm 15 and I haven't even gotten the courage to cancel a talk without coming on this site to ask people for advice on how to do it~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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JW parents are CRAZY

by Demokan in

hello again, for those who don't know me i'm a 15 year old boy.

and recently my mom is displaying symptoms of demensia, she left the stove on today and she yells at us for watching commercials on t.v that are "demonic" because today there was a commercial on television for the new 300 movie and she started yelling at my sister to turn it off, and then i was listening to coldplay as a playlist while doing my school work and she started yelling at me to turn the demonic music off.

she says "demonic" this "demonic" that.

Demokan

I mean 3 months I think I don't rmember how long Ihaven't been there.

Edit: sorry my grammar is messed up and everything isn't clear, I literally am writing this after it happened just 30 minutes ago.

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JW parents are CRAZY

by Demokan in

hello again, for those who don't know me i'm a 15 year old boy.

and recently my mom is displaying symptoms of demensia, she left the stove on today and she yells at us for watching commercials on t.v that are "demonic" because today there was a commercial on television for the new 300 movie and she started yelling at my sister to turn it off, and then i was listening to coldplay as a playlist while doing my school work and she started yelling at me to turn the demonic music off.

she says "demonic" this "demonic" that.

Demokan

Hello again, for those who don't know me I'm a 15 year old boy. And recently my mom is displaying symptoms of demensia, she left the stove on today and she yells at us for watching commercials on T.V that are "demonic" because today there was a commercial on television for the new 300 movie and she started yelling at my sister to turn it off, and then I was listening to Coldplay as a playlist while doing my school work and she started yelling at me to turn the demonic music off. She says "demonic" this "demonic" that. She watched this illuminati video about lady gaga being part of the illuminati and she won't let me listen to her music now. She also threatened me that if I don't listen to the "rules" of the house that I will be sent to a group home, (Which is like a place where abused/absusive anger management kids go to).

I was talking to my Grandma who is a jw about the LGBT and I said: "Isn't it bad that LGBT's get executed in Saudi Arabia". And you know what she said?

"I KNOW RIGHT?! why are they so stupid that they continue to practice those kinds of things even though theres such a big risk, they are SO stupid".

I said

"Obviously they fell in love"

And she was like "No it's unnatural it's against the laws of nature.:

And I was like " Well in the animal kingdom it happens"

And she was like "Yeah but thats only when they are really horny during mating season and theres no girls around, if theres a girl nearby though they'd rather have the girl than the guy".

I was like wow.

And my mother hit me in the face with a cell phone today and I called her a mother f*cker and it felt so good, and I haven't been to the meeting in 1 month. And everyone in my family thinks I'm crazy now so maybe I am, talking back to parents feels so good, I burned them so bad with my words in front of the Social worker and it felt so good. I know some of you may think I'm bad but I am not gonna stay quiet anymore I already been suffering silently my whole life. It's not fun at all, I have to deal with EXTREMIST parents on top of Abusive parents, and my sibling? she is the biggest two-face on earth I hate her so much, she made me bleed through my head when she threw her cell phone at me. Today my mom went crazy and started ripping out her hair and throwing a tantrum and you know what my sis says "Its your fault cause you always aggrivate her" I was like shut the f*ck up cause she was upstairs she doesn't know what was happening downstairs. And meanwhile my mother is banging her head against the wall and then they leave for the meeting right after. I been swearing lately to my sis cause it feels so good, and I dont care if the elders find out anymore because I am TIRED. Everyone in my family thinks I'm crazy and now one of their mottos is "Don't talk to the crazy person" so I don't need a family like that, they can all go to hell < I said that to them and they all accused me of "sinning against the holy spirit" I was like STFU because you all are the biggest two faces .... and I won't apologize to those idiot family members of mine.