@LisaRose...awesome, that will be a future article, i'm sure.
Posts by Oogie
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Encounter at McDonalds
by jws inso i was helping some friends move and it came time for a break, i took my kids to mcdonalds.
we're sitting there and there's a family across from us, man, wife, 2 kids under 4. in the next booth is this older guy, maybe late 60's.. i'm not really paying attention, but then this older guy says something to the family about everybody being "me-first" these days.
so that caught my ear.
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Danger Witness Robinson! Danger!!!
by Marvin Shilmer indanger witness robinson!
danger!!!
today i added a new article to my blog highlighting the danger of power consolidation along with an overt attempt to ready millions for obeying irrational direction from this power.
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Oogie
"How far will they try to take this is anybody's guess as the goings get tuffer for the GB the more wacko they will get trying to keep alive the delusion till it finally falls to pieces(nightmare stage of wishful thinking).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wishful_thinking
Christopher Booker described wishful thinking in terms of
- “the fantasy cycle” ... a pattern that recurs in personal lives, in politics, in history – and in storytelling. When we embark on a course of action which is unconsciously driven by wishful thinking, all may seem to go well for a time, in what may be called the “dream stage”. But because this make-believe can never be reconciled with reality, it leads to a “frustration stage” as things start to go wrong, prompting a more determined effort to keep the fantasy in being. As reality presses in, it leads to a “nightmare stage” as everything goes wrong, culminating in an “explosion into reality”, when the fantasy finally falls apart. [1]"
- This fact saddens and, to an extent, frightens me... I have LOADS of people in that I truly care about, and it scares me to think what possible dangers might lay ahead of them. Whether it be mental anguish or physical, who knows? I just hope this façade comes crashing down sooner than later.
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Oogie
Yeah, I guess it makes sense why my husband won't change his mind for now...he was Cat-a-holic, must like the guilt-tripping.
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Oogie
Thanks all...I'm having a slight panic attack thinking about all of this. This is awful.
I wish I had seen some of these posts before I told my husband about my thoughts. While he was calm and understanding, he put up the same j-dub wall they all do. For now, around him, I'll put on the 'good j-dub wife' mask...but I can't change what truths I have come to.
Question: when you're being de-programmed, do you have any physical pain in your head?
But, thank you all again for your support. I'll make it through this, I know I will!
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Oogie
@red pillar: i don't know what made me do it...just this feeling i'd been having ever since i wasn't able to actually be at the meetings, so i did the research.
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@bob_nc: i just want to shout: "i'm free!" lol.
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Oogie
thank you all for the tips and encouragement!
yes, i was taught indoctrinated from birth...i have 11 years of baptism total blindness. about 5 of not being physically at the meetings mind-control sessions, so we listened in by phone.
i am more mad at myself for being duped and letting the elders circus trainers whip my spirit.
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he doesn't even know yet. i've told my df' dad and gay brother-in-law. i just wouldn't know how to go about it.
i'm scared...he can get a bit verbally rough with me, but i think he's having his own doubts and it's his way of trying to put them in the back of his mind? like im the cause of some of his problems, when its probably just the WT that is the problem.
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it's funny too, because i wasn't researching about the WT at all, i was researching about how to tell if you've been mind-controlled... i finally came to this conclusion. i feel as if a veil has been lifted off me and don't have an irrational fear of spirits anymore.
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my hubby is still very 'in' though... is it normal to feel nauseous when you now see WT literature?