I feel so similar.. I no longer have the obsessional fascination with the org is up to.. nor in what they are saying, printing, doing or claiming. I no longer obsess over posts here critiquing or analysing them either as I just am not interested any more. It's no longer any part of my life. It means about as much to me as watching paint dry. Zero. I'm so over it.
I can liken it to a relationship that has ended painfully but now I really don't feel a thing for that person any more.
And yes this site was a great aid in weaning me off my Org dependancy and I am very grateful to everyone's contributions for that.
I'm Free!!!