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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

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  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  Ok folks, here goes.

  I just spoke to my wife. She spoke to someone at social services for New Jersey. My brother WOULD be in a foster home. I talked to my brother and he doesn't feel threatened, though he does wish my father would go away.

  I have everyone against my opinion that something should be done. Will I go against everyone, including the person who was abused?

  Do I have the right to make a decision for someone who I don't live with anymore? He is almost 15, and he said the next time he feels threatened, that he'll just stay with us for awhile.

  I am completly torn on this. I had to deal with this, not just one time, but every day. I was looking for an apartment the day I turned 16. I was thrown down wooden stairs, punched, and when I was too old to hit, swung around by my arms and thrown into things.

  Frankly, my other brothers and sisters have had it easy. My father kicks down doors, but has never hit my mother. His emotional abuse is incredibly hurtful, though.

  I am physically, emotionally, spiritually, and financially stronger than the both of my parents. But, I couldn't go against the wishes of the people I am trying to help. That's self-defeating.

  There are no self-emancipation laws in NJ. Only foster care, and DYFS in Jersey is a touchy thing....my mother would be taken away from the only thing she has in the world...she is no longer a JW.

  Another thing is that my mother needs his paycheck to make ends meet. She is the hardest working mother I know, but her mother died three months ago, and her father will die in a few weeks. She will lose her mind if I act on this now.

  what the f**k am I supposed to do? There are no defining lines, here. This is the first time my father has punched my brother, but to me, it happened many, many times. My father is physically violent, or physically threatening most of the time though.

  I do believe he has a mental condition. I don't give a damn whether he gets helpor not. I want him to perish with a large inheritance to go tomy mother.

  But, that won't happen.

  I CANNOT SUPPORT MY FAMILY BY MYSELF, AND CANNOT OVERTLY OVERSTEP THE WISHES OF ALL OF THEM.

  What the f**k am I supposed to do?

  ashi
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  You know what's happening? My father's helping my mom clean (my mom has a cleaning business), and everything's tense, but OK.

  OK?!?!?! OOOKKKKK?!?!?!?!? Not in my book.

  I don't know what to do now, even my little brother told me to drop it. Doesn't want the fuss.

  My family unanimously voted not to tell me about this. My wife told me though. They are afraid that I'll do something, not violent, but legal....

  I don't know folks, I don't know, I don't know......

  ashi
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  They shun you--Do you love them?

  by ashitaka in

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  for all who have, are, or will be shunned (which should pretty much be all of us), do you still have a deep love for those who now shun you...now, not familial love, but an active love that yearns for that person's companionship?.

  i have several regrets; one of them is the friends that i've lost.

  how about you guys?.

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  Jay,

  I'm afraid I'm leaning towards your view..I love people, but I still HATE so much. It may fade, or it may blossom into disgust. who knows?

  ashi
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  Blondie,

  Laree is foremost in my mind.

  ashi
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
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  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  BTW, they all have suicidal tendencies, myself included. My wife and I almost succeeded. I couldn't stand another hair to be harmed in my family. My wife's brother was going to kill himself, but now, since we have took him in, he's an adult, and respects himself, and will never let his parents push him around again. He's healthy, happy, and NOT a JW. I'll get them all out of the JW's safe and sound.

  ashitaka
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  He knows I'm behind him. He always has a place to go to, right here. This year we took in my wife's brother when, holy shit, HE WAS THROWN DOWN THE STAIRS!!!! IS THIS A F**KING TREND?!?!?!

  My wife sadly lamented tonite, "why can't our parents just be kind?"

  And don't get my mom wrong...she's tackled my father before to get him not to hurt me, she's done her share of ass-kicking, but I may have to step in now. I've done it before, and I'll do it again.

  Abusers can f**king run and jump. I f**king swear I'll stick them to their crimes.

  ashi
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  I FEEL SO USED

  by Serena in

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  i have been "fooling around" with brother charlie for a couple months.

  going to his apartment and spending the night with him.

  i am so in love with him, i would do anything for him, anything at all.

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  Love, Closer2fine?

  oy, holy shit! I don't need acrid ass-smell....aarrgghhh!!!!

  oyoyoy

  ashi
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  Hi ranch,

  I am mulling things over while my wife is being accused of apostasy on the phone with her mother....I HATE JW's.

  If my brother has physical signs of abuse, we will photograph it, have him make a short statement and sign the photo, and date it. My wife will also do so. Then, we will inform my mother that my little brother is pressing charges, and then I will get the ball rolling. My wife knows a lot of lawyers, and may be able to get some good advice on how we can stick him for the child support.

  I am concerned too, trust me, I've been threatened with death, quite seriously, many times. I've even countered him with knives and chairs being thrown. I swore that one day I would kill him, (long ago, not now, don't worry guys).

  I hate that motherf**ker, and wish only badness on his soul. He is a hollow shale of a human, and his heart cannot exist. He moves solely on his fractured beliefs, which structure is declining. I will screw him this time, he will feel justice this time, because now he is screwing with the adult ashi, and adult ashi is no longer afraid. Only angry.

  I've had many years to plan my revenge, takeover, rescue, whatever you call it.

  I'm beginning it tonight.

  ashi
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  They shun you--Do you love them?

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  for all who have, are, or will be shunned (which should pretty much be all of us), do you still have a deep love for those who now shun you...now, not familial love, but an active love that yearns for that person's companionship?.

  i have several regrets; one of them is the friends that i've lost.

  how about you guys?.

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  Thanks to all of you, and thanks especially for your posts, Joel and Andi.

  ashi
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  My father just beat my brother-

  by ashitaka in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  one more topic.. my wife just called up to tell me that she was over my parents before a doctor's visit, chatting with my mother, when my crazed jw father threw my small 14 year old brother down the stairs and punched him for not wanting to study.. i've been beat, thrown down stairs, had potted plants thrown at me, chased around the house, and such, for not wanting to do the family study.. this is what the "truth" does to people, all you loyal jw's....take note...... (i'm so angry i'm shaking).

  ashi.

  p.s-my father said he was leaving my mother--oh god, pretty please, you motherf**ker.

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  Let me respond to everybody.

  My father is a career abuser. I've had more variations of violence done to me then Ghengis Khan did to the mongols.

  For one, I would gladly kick his ass, but I don't want to go to prison.

  Two, I would send a note to family services, but I don't know if the children would be removed from the home-this is expressly against my good mother's wishes.

  Three, he cannot be confronted because he is not rational. He will read scripture upon scripture to dignify his actions. He is out of his mind because of the JW's ALLOWING him to continue in his abusive ways. I have complained to them for the first 20 of my life. They blamed it on me and 'encouraged' me to become a better child. They will do the same to my brother.

  I am planning something big for him right now, something legal, and something that will alter his f**king life forever. I will find a way to make him financially responsible while evicting him from his home, with maximum humiliation. I'm rolling....

  ashi