Mr Bowen that was a wonderful thing to do. I hope that you can likewise calm down with those who for whatever reason can not actively support the silent lambs movement- Lack of active support does not mean that one does not support the cause. Each of us have moved on to varying degrees in our lives away from the WT experience. Due to personal traumas and other issues in each ones private lives one must set priorities that fit those closest to them and those whom they are repsonsible for. By saying "no" or "I can't" in no way means that person is weak or afraid to take a stand.
Thankfully there are the Bill Bowens out there who can make sacrifices as you have.