Without the [current] support of your spouse you will probably be struggling with angst along with a host of other emotions and feelings -
I can only hope it will change - I was in an almost ditto situation to yours - and I am still struggling with tremendous anger issues against the Borg. My wife and kids are out too, but with her it too may never have happened. She had her light-bulb moment while in hospital for Breast-Cancer and it was a true light-bulb moment !!
She had never been exposed to any "apostate" material at all. She simply read the Bible ....in bed ....without the use of the WT pub. and something "clicked" . Who knows.. maybe your wife will have a similar exp.
Btw you used the term Primary School in your first post.....are you in Aussie? South Africa?
Regards