Iam scheduled to go but haven't yet.
So this is what I have to look forward to:
1) Guilt
2) Fear
3) Fear
4) Guilt
Sounds like par for the course. It's such a good ole boys club just with religious overtones. Basically it's like there's an unspoken agreement. The Org. will prop up elders and tell the flock elders are used for a special service by Jehovah - if the elders agree to follow their rules and respect the chain of command. It's a "We will stroke your back if you stroke our's" kind of thing. I mean it is palpable when you are in those meetings.
-TE