nowisee - the only thing i would add is, imagine all those things, and imagine that you believe they are all correct and god-ordained. how suffocating, smothering, spirit-trampling, anti-life, anti-happiness, anti-affirming all those things are.
Agreed. It still depresses me when I think about my previous life. Telling my work mates what life as a Dub was like, not only makes me feel better but gives them a clear understanding of how dangerous the Dubs are.