It's time to end the relationship, but I just can't bring myself to do it. - Cappytan
I don't think you're a coward..... I think you don't like upsetting you're mum or other family members.
To DA is very final....and to cut all contact is final too. You have to do what's suits your household at the right time.
I hope you have an idea of what you're going to do.
Keep us informed
Kate xx