badolputtytat: You amaze me! Are you sure all those 'nice' words are for me? You are right ( you aren't ALL bad)
Yep NG.... they really are for you. I dont hate anybody. I think I am more scared for you than anything. I know you and I didn't see eye to eye... but I aint nobody anyway... nevermind me. I hope you find what you are looking for.
You see, the difference between me and those elders is... I cannot condemn you for what you believe, say, or think. I may get all upset and yell at you, even curse at you... but in the end.... I would never actually cut you off from existence. I couldn't hate you, couldnt shun you, couldnt walk past you in the street and pretend you didnt exist.
One day perhaps you will come to your own conclusions. If you dont find the happiness that you seek in your return to the Watchtower Society... then please come back here. You may have to apologize to some people every now and then... but hell, so do I.
again, I wish you the best.
---puttytat