I want to believe but as Craig points out I can only base my belief on the related experiences of others as I have not had any....except a Reiki energy experience..maybe.
I do find it hard to comprehend why a God/Spirit would provide strength for el blanko to deliver a letter to an elder and not provide the strength needed for ones in abusive situations to free themselves.
There are so many daily occcurrances around the world where a nudge or ounce of direction could mean the difference between life and death for individuals. I can't understand why spirits would become involved in our lives by providing in comparison meaningless mystical experiences, other than to toy with us.
Not to belittle any of your experiences because they were yours and no one can take that away from you...maybe it's just a little of sour grapes as well. The only thing that comes anywhere near what you experienced where childhood flashbacks and acid trips in my teens.
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