My opinion is that they are fully immersed in living, but say "No, i am convinced there is no creator, and there is no "(yet") likely.
When you insist on telling people what their opinion is...
pinning down some atheist's convictions is like trying to nail pudding to the wall, So I am not waiting for an 'atheist's miracle' to be proved wrong on that.
... rather than letting them speak for themselves, I can see why you would have trouble understanding.
IMHO if you daily look at the grand spectacle of existence, AND the more you know about how it all works, the work involved, the more you could at least put a "possible" in the concept of a deist originating worker.
Once you decide evidence isn't going to be used, anything becomes "possible". What does that have to do with you not understanding what atheist think while simultaneously trying to claim what they think?