Thank you, Ingenuous, for those inputs.
After finally waking up to the fact that JW doctrine was all BS, I went through a period of intense self-disgust that I had fallen for it for so long.
However, after learning of these facts about the JW indoctrination process, I got over that.
Given the subtle, low level hypnotic effects brought about by the WTS teaching processes, how much "freedom of choice" did we really have?
Some writers on this board claim that we were, in effect, "all JWs by choice."
When defending my faith (usually at the doors), I can recall more than once asserting "If I thought there was anything wrong with my religion, I would leave it!" However, we may not have had the freedom of choice that we thought we did.
More like, as my late father used to say, we had " The freedom to do as you are told."
Jack