The more time I spend here the more I realise I was a crap witness anyway! I HATED return visits, I just knew they didn' want to see me! I stuck with my good old fashioned route calls, the ones who'd give me a cup of tea and chat for an hour about nothing! I always found it slightly embarassing to try and explain the truth to people, it just didn't ring 'true'! dont know why I didn't connect back then that it wasn't right for my very reasonable mind. I really hated it if one of them would come to the memorial, I would squirm in my seat as I was trying to work out what they were thinking of what was being said!! Think the JWs are better off without me!