Because I just didn't care. Only worried about getting my hour in per month and sighed with relief when that was done. FS was a chore and a burden.
Purza
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Because I just didn't care. Only worried about getting my hour in per month and sighed with relief when that was done. FS was a chore and a burden.
Purza
No one was gullible enough. They all had the instinct to see what kind of quack crap we were pushing and wanting nothing of it. They ahd no reason to believe we were some special chosen people or anything like that so why should they have any reason to listen to use either.
I always felt Jehovah was not blessing my ministry due to my sinful condition and not going to the elders and telling them every little thing including wayward thoughts. Also, I could have been sharing in the sins of others by not ratting them out.