I've been thinking about this for a few days. I'm pissed at the WTS, but not like bitter or vengeful, but more like the "I'm sick and tired of it and I'm just not going to take it anymore!" kind of pissed. Like the righteous indignation I feel when dealing with creationists or racists.
Now, some folks seem to be able to leave and still think the Witnesses are just great. While I still love a ton of people who are there, the Organization is what makes me angry, like I want to slap it up side the head and tell it to wise up, for Christ's sake!
I think these are the main reasons why I have that feeling:
1. WTS arrogance and its total lack of humility when looking at its own record. Despite the mountain of evidence to the contrary, the Society still refers to itself as God's spokesman. All the mistakes and bizarre teachings of the past, the dates that failed, the changes in blood policy, transplants and all - it's as though none of it happened. Changes are viewed as God's spirit operating on them instead of fixing former screwups. The kings of spin!
2. WTS dishonesty. The unethical journalism of the Society, especially in books like Life - How Did It Get Here?, just burn me. When the NY Times was caught with writers who did what the WTS writers have done, they publicly came clean. Not the WTS. They just keep publishing the same unethical literature and throw an occasional quote in the Awake! from some middle school science teacher who uses it in class because of its "balanced" approach. Sure.
3. WTS ingnorance. Statements - in recent years - have been made by the Society about women, evolution, science, homosexuality, sex, people who leave the Witnesses, sexual abuse, and more that are just ludicrous.
4. The WTS's propensity to blame the rank-and-file when it changes what it taught in the past. Like when the friends were blamed for putting too much emphasis on 1975. In fact, that used to rankle a lot of the elders I worked with when I was an active Witness. As one fellow elder told me after a WT study of some change or other, "Here's the new teaching, and how come you idiots ever believed anything else!"
Those are my chief complaints. It's like talking with a really arrogant co-worker, who makes all sorts of definite statements, but is just dumb as hell and can't see it.
Anyone else feel like ranting?
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