I was baptized again out of complete guilt (for being a sinner). Also, I began to feel that the first time wasn't really genuine.
I forgot to mention I was dunked (twice) in Natick, MASS USA.
Maybe I should mention that I am still a JW, I have just been inactive and haven't read the mags for about 2 years. My broter-in-law is an Elder at Bethel. He paid a visit, he stayed for the week.
I still have contact with JWs in my area and still maintain friendship with many back up in RI. I guess I haven't "outed", in a spiritual sense, myself to my friends, for fear of losing them.
However, many of them know me to be a "trouble maker". And always asking or challenging different things.
I.e. They were having one of those "special" meetings by the CO on a Sat. night -be there.
I asked the CO later what it was about. He said it was It was about, how certain names, places, and things should be "correctly" pronounced.
I said, "you mean the correct pronounciation according to the way the society says things should be pronounced, don't you?"
He said "Yes."
I said "I've heard scholars, people who get right done to the nitty-gritty who understand the original bible languages thoroughly, and they clearly don't pronounce, many of the words the same. Who am I to believe, them or the WTBS?" I then said "I guess i won't be there."