People such as yourself who have ALREADY been helped by JWs, and then later chose to forsake the faith you once embraced, are hardly the type of people that Paul invested his time in.
You just described yourself, from the stated perspective of the Governing Body. In this thread you reject the faith you once embraced.
The subject of this thread and your first post are a rejection of the faith you once embraced and would be grounds for disfellowshipping you if you proved unrepentant for posting these "private ideas" of yours.
I do not know what the name of the Beast is. The Bible does not state what the name of the Beast is. But I do know what Jehovah's Witnesses teach:
If we desire to be fellow victors with Jesus Christ the Son of God over that enemy organization, we must continue to keep from being marked like a slave with the numerical name of the "wild beast" and not idolatrously worship its political image.
They have answered your question differently than you. You reject their teaching in favor of your own. Why do you then you criticize me for doing the same on a larger scale? It is a hypocrisy for you to do so.
I hope you keep rejecting more of their teachings, and adopting more of your own. They will never change their doctrine to match your doctrine, but they will eventually consider you leaven to be cleared out of their midst (if they haven't already).
AuldSoul