One thing that really pisses me off and stops me "coming out" as an apostate is that, if somebdoy becomes an apostate they are automatically liars in the eyes of JWs. Every time apostasy is mentioned in magazines it is always in the context that they are automatically liars.
To my mind, most apostates are evry truthful, but the WTBTS/ Rank and GFile etc , automatically brand you as a liar when you become an apostate and it really angers me.