Saturday, I was out in service for 8 hours. I'm auxillary pioneering. uh. I worked some with my book study conductor, who also was on my judicial committee.
He always makes it a point to ask me how I'm doing and to poke and pry into my life to make sure I'm not violating any of god's commands.
Well, he told me he had a question to ask me. He said, " Remember the site that all the young ones were on, that your mom called me about, but that we didn't do anything with?"
(After being put on Public Reproof for having a lewd website, my mother found myself and tons of area Witnesses on MySpace.com, and she called the elders. They didn't want to mess with it, especially with no one to help them snoop through evidence, so they dropped it.)
I replied in the affirmative.
he continues "Well, Bro. {NEW P.O.} told me a few weeks ago that on that site you had said something about Dee Ay-ing yourself when you turn 18. Something about handing the brothers your letters, sealed in envelopes?"
RED FLAG went up in my mind. I never put anything about that on my myspace page. I had witness friends who frequented the page. It never even really said anything that tied me to being a JW. Plus, they never even saw my myspace page.
Thinking fast, I realized that this brother didn't know the difference between a myspace page and his wife's face, so apparently, he was asking me only because he had been told to by the PO. SO, I covered my ass. I began to editorialize on the subject of the fact that I don't like people snitching on me, and that in a fit of anger, I had put something out there to see who would act on it. I told him I knew it was wrong, and that I had taken it down for that reason. Then I assured him I would never DA myself.
He told me he seemed to remember me having an envelope at the last convening of my JC. I told him I never did anything, and I didn't have a letter ever written, so it could never be on me.
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So here's my opinion.
THe brother seemed to know that I would never DA myself. HE seemed confident in faith and love for the ORG.
The brother is a very nervous, and when accusing me or having some sort of judicial dealing, and he is very intimidated by me. HE seemed to be rather calm, so I think that maybe he was just asking, and had already concluded that I had a very good explanation for my actions.
The brother told me that he had been informed of this WEEKS ago, and that this was his first real oppurtunity to speak with me about. I think if it was considered a judicial issue, it would have been handled extremely quicker.
Like I said, I never put anything about DAing myself on my myspace page. THe only place I discuss that publicly is here.
SO pretty much, the elders have seen me here. However, there appears to be no sort of expeditous judicial process in action here. It looks like its a nonissue with them.
They did approve me to auxillary, they still call on me to comment, and ask me to read... SO what's happening here?
However, I'm calling this a DEFCON 2: HIGH RICHIE ALERT, and I'm going on standby for emergency DA protocol.
That means if you live in the NC area, and could, in the dramatic off chance something happens, take a fat kid in for a week or two, I need a PM.
I need someone to start a new thread, for the letter to my mom. http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/20/105519/1.ashx I ask that it be a regular poster (jgnat, elsewhere, etc.) who knows what to do. Reference that link please.
If you guys have any ideas what the elders are up to here, reply to this thread, let me know. I appreciate it.
And if you're lurking, for Christ' Sake, scroll to the top of this page and join this site. Don't worry, Richie offers you his protection.