in part two.. when you say " i want to continue being a good person and a good brother and " continue being part of the congregation""
when you said "continue being part of the congregation..it sounded like you threw up a lil in your mouth.. lol
on a serious note..that one brother that is leading the meeting sounds like a pretty good fella. willing to take the time to explain and seems to be listening to you unlike the ones last week..