I was a witness 29 year, and left 5 years ago. I was so exhausted and burned out I was probably on the verge of a physical break down. I regained my health quickly after leaving when I cut out all the JW stress I'd endured for years and years. All those years of expecting the end to come, the preaching, and all those meetings just wore me down to a nub. I can't imagine how witnesses who have been in it for more their 30 years now and at their age continue with all that never ending expectation of the end that never comes. I remember some of the really old friends who had been awaiting the end to come in 1975 who were very elderly. They were dying off and were so tired. They would say what happen to the end coming? They suffered depression because they were sure they would be in the new system by now. They ended up dying with no end in sight. My own mother was one of them.
Now the oldest of the GB are dying off and still the end as they see it has not come yet. What must they be thinking?
Balsam