Hi truth_be_told, and welcome to the board
It is refreshing to read a post from a current jw that is not judgemental or critical as, I am sure you have gathered, most of us on here are either ex jws or faders.
I appreciate the reasons for your post, but I am quite happy now that I have left the wts behind me. I disassociated last year, and nothing would persuade me to return.
Rare for a jw in my experience, you admit that the wts sometimes makes mistakes, though I have yet to hear the hierachy admit to one. However, you appear to put this down to imperfection, which it can be in some cases. In certain situations, however, and I have seen conclusive evidence of this, jws conceal things that they know they should reveal, as in the many child abuse cases that are occurring throughout the jw world today. That cannot be put down to imperfection, it is a deliberate policy to conceal the truth from the authorities, even when those same authorities require such cases to be reported. To me, it is hypocrisy for an organisation that prides itself as being based on truth to lie when it suits them. There were several reasons why I left, but the main one was that I knew by staying I would be a hypocrite, a sharer in the lie, and I am not a liar.
Since leaving, the research I have done has shown me that the wts does not have the truth, or anything even resembling it. I do not feel I have sinned against the Holy Spirit by leaving. I believe I would be doing that if I returned.
Linda