>What years were you an active Jw? Born into it (1960s) through 1988 or thereabouts. >When was the last year you attended a meeting? 1988, I think. Attended a couple of Memorials™ after that. >Were you a true christian or did you live a double life? That's hard to say. I didn't have a double life, but when you are raised in it, living the JW routine can be just a matter of habit and "what you do," rather than something heartfelt. >What turn you away from the WTS? Several things converging. I was involved in a disciplinary matter that while a little traumatic didn't really bother me too badly; however my mother believed it was handled in a very heavy-handed way by hypocritical elders with somewhat personal motives involved, and she became inactive. At the same time, I was in college and started to examine the whole matter more objectively. I also knew that I was gay and while not actively so at the time, it was pretty clear that being myself and living as a JW was going to be difficult, if not impossible. No one of these things did it on its own, but the convergence of all of them in a short space of time made it relatively simple to just quietly stop. Moving away from home shortly afterwards, which I'd have likely done anyway, made it even easier. Looking back, I am grateful to my father for accepting my decision with pretty much zero fuss about it - even though he continued to be active (though not diehard) for some time afterwards. >Do you consider yourself a christian , agnostic or an athiest now and why? I'm an agnostic, with an appreciation - and to some degree adoption - of Buddhist principles for living a fulfilling and rewarding life.